So, my first day without PMO was October 31st-- I was so stoked for November that I started early. The point being, today is day 4 without. As is to be expected, I haven't noticed any huge change. I've noticed that I'm *slightly* more sensitive to being aroused by normal day-to-day things (e.g. bikini ads), but nothing difficult to forget about. Overall, I'd say I'm on track with what I've heard I should be experiencing in this early phase. I could have sex tonight. This girl's in town, she's into it, and the opportunity's there, but I can't decide if it'd be a good idea w/r/t my November quest. Popular NoFap opinion seems to dictate that having sex is acceptable during one's challenge, and to be honest, my chief motivating factor here is being able to have *better* sex after a month or more (I have an embarrassingly difficult time getting an erection without beating my dick senseless myself, so I'll do whatever the Hell it takes). So obviously I don't want to deprive myself tonight of what is essentially what I want. But, then again, I'm sort of indifferent to it because of my desensitization, and could very possibly end up looking like an impotent idiot. My question is this-- should I do it? Will having sex tonight lessen the impact of my small bit of progress? What would you do?
I would. Just don't put expectations on it. I was 3 days in when my wife of 10 years made me O for the first time ever without me M
Yeah, here's my prediction: I'll get (sort of) hard after a few minutes, hopefully without having to concentrate or sneak off to the bathroom to work myself up, then I'll get around 12 thrusts and that'll be it. Man, porn-induced ED fucking blows.
