I haven't read your whole posting; but many parts. You are young and fighting PMO for awhile. For that alone consider yourself very lucky. When I was young , I had lots of girls and sex. I still would jerk off constantly. While in the army, I would make the 4-5 hour drive,when possible, to see my girlfriend and of course, have sex. I recalled last night how I would leave her heading back to my fort and still masturbate, in my car. I couldn't stop and thought it was normal. It made me a lesser soldier and had I known or was made aware of my problem would like to think that I would of at least fought some, like you are doing. You are on to a major life changing style. Keep up the good fight. Self control is paramount.
I was doing pretty well again. Just went 17 days. Been kind of involved with a girl lately and that has really been distracting me. It felt like it wows only like 11 days but it turned out to be 17. I wasn't even paying attention. Hopefully I can do that again with more success and hopefully the stuff with this girl works out.
