I just want to hear stories of how porn first got into your life. Ill start. I remember i was 9-10? years old and we moved into a new apartment and we (my family) slept in the floor in my parents bedroom. I remember looking down and under the sheets was a porn magazine. I took it into the restroom and looked through it in amazement lol i have never seen anything like it in my life.
It was interestingly enough. With my entire 5th grade class 10-11. We would type in a word and a girl would come up. And there were lots of these pictures. Then I looked at more but I didn't learn about m until like 6th grade. But I would be on the computer looking at naked girls and eventually it got to videos then pmo. I was just amazed I couldn't believe it and I started looking at women's breasts and butts a lot more I think I may have hit puberty a little early. And now here I am 19 and lost my 67 day streak but this streak it just feels different I can't explain it but I think this is the end of it. Good luck man
I stumbled upon my fathers porn-stash, when I was six. It was disqusting and fascinating at the same time. I knew it was wrong, but you know how it goes, when you're too curious, it's really hard to stop early. I think I really had bad luck. I wish I didn't meet the P so early in my life.
First time was probably in sixth or seventh grade. I was bullied in middle school and so I didn't have much friends. There were two people I talked to at lunch and now that I look back they weren't really friends because they motivated me to look at porn. At first I didn't understand what it was but was still fascinated and later on I learned that I could orgasm through masturbation which I was still new to at that moment. Since then I've had this problem. Hope to resolve it soon.
I remember a few of the older kids kind of had a competition going on who had the better porn and when i was about 8 or 9 a kid from the end of my street found his step dads video stash and at that time they were pretty graphic (major tame by todays standards) i remember it leaving a lasting impression on me. I regret seeing porn so early (or at all) and if i ever have kids i will be doing whatever it takes to block porn out of their lives for as long as possible
My story is exactly the same. I was much older then (14 maybe?) but after 15 years of PMOing what difference does it make? I think our fathers don't realise how much they have damaged us. I think there is an important lesson to be learned here - if you have a stash get rid of it immediately, permanently and forever. You have no idea how much damage it can do to someone stumbling upon it. On another note - go online and and my dad's stash is nothing compared to the stuff they have there. But it triggered a chain reaction. If it hadn't been for it - life would be fifferent now.
I've always had an attraction to females from a very young age (5-6) and I would steal JC Penny and lingerie magazines and look at the pics. Then my dad had cable and I discovered late night cinemax and showtime, then when I was around 12-13 a friend of mine brought over my first hardcore video. Then I got the internet and things went crazy. It got way out of hand and now 10 years later I'm feeling the physical and emotional effects of heavy porn use. So it started really young and I think out of curiosity and natural desire but it went too far.
I think this post should get us thinking about our future generations. If we became addicts even during the dialup modem days, think about what will happen in the future! If we are able set a good example for our children (if we have them), then they might have a chance. If we don't keep a porn stash, then that's at least one less porn stash that gets them started down this path.
In 2009 i saw a movie were a guy simulated a fap. I had no idea what that was, but my friends were always talking about it and i went to the bathroom to try it, i liked the sensation but i was really scared because something white going out of my P and i had no idea what it was hahahaha, i thought it was white blood or something! hahahaha Anyway, in 2010, my friends was mocking me because i said that i didn't have the use of masturbating, then they started to show me pictures and they keep asking me "Why is this wrong? We wont do anything with them" and i had no answers because i wanst a truly christian. Then someday they said a name of a site and that name just echoed in my head all day. When i got home, pmo, and the start of a really tough fight. Then i 2012 i decided to truly follow Jesus, the battle remains until today but i believe i'm closer to my freedom! I believe that He will broke the chains and set me free!
