Hello, i'm new here. My English isn't very well but i'll try tell us my crazy story... One year ago, exactly January 2015 i discover that my girlfriend cheat me... It wasn't normal cheat with one guy. She was looking for older guys +30 with money... actually she has 23 years me 26. How i discover that she is cheating me? One guy infect her herpes on her pussy... ofcourse when it happend i wasn't know it herpes infected by sex. But later i took her mobile phone and read short messages... I was very very shocked. Later i discover that she was sleeping with 3 guys or maybe more... last one actually is her "boyfriend" he is older than she about 15 years and he has much money. We was together 3 years, last half year of our relationship was difficult because i had less time for her cause i started study, quit a job and open new company ofcourse begin was hard. I was saving money etc. But it was temporary but this stupid bitch without job and school was thinking differently. ok now about FAP... 2015 year for me was very stressed, i couldn't think about new company, study etc. I was fapping every day harder and harder. in March 2015 i get to know very pretty young girl. He was 18, me 25. We had much dates and one night in car we were closer and what?? My dick was flat. I was thinking, how it is possible. This girls is very hot i like her very much and in my head i thinking about her ass and how i'm fucking her. WTF?! I was Shamed... It was my first girl after my ex girlfriend, i remember that i had one milion thinking in head. ex girlfriend, money, study, new girlfriend, my flat dick... everything. I read on the internet about 90 days NoFap challenge. I was trying do it but i was meeting with that young girl in the car about 4-5 times and only one time i cum on her when she fap my dick. But i couldn't keep excitement for longer time to come inside her... She was thinking i'm pro sexfucker cause i'm like hard ouer foreplay was very hot. and yes i like hard. I wasn't fap about 2 months when i discover that girl had boyfriend... later we don't talk about 3-4 months. One time she talk to me and again we start talking and meeting but as friend. But last time she want to try fuck again with me. She told me that she likes hard as i like and nobody do it better foreplay from me and she told me i'm handsome etc. i Had never real sex with this girl and she want me? what's going on? I'm perverted, she too. But i'm fighting with my flat dick. One time i was drunk and sleep with other girl and my dick was working! But it was only foreplay again, fap and fingers... she wasn't nothing more Actually i not masturbate 1 one week. and i had other problem.My dick isn't big. He has only 12-13cm I know it's ok to fuck cause my ex girl was fucking by this small dick and she fly away allways. But i need him very stong. I like sex very much i need do something... i start NoFap challenge again. What i can do more? I should go to the doctor to get hormones? maybe i don't have enough testosterone and my dick has only 12-13cm. I don't have facial hair too.
As a woman I can tell you size is not everything. I was in a relationship with a guy who had a huge one and he was terrible in bed. He was also an asshole and not a nice guy at all. My current bf is a little above average and even if he had a little one I could care less. I love him more than anything!! Porn fucks up your mind big time. My bf is about 100 days free of PMO and he has no issues in bed now. This shit works commit to it. Couldn't hurt to get your T checked. Might give you peace of mind to know.
So how hard did you actually try? Did you continue masturbation and porn during these 90 days, or did you relapse? If you did relapse, give it another, more committed try! I am 26 just like you and I don't have much body hair as well. I can't grow a beard. It looks like shit because it's so thin. Nevertheless, I am quite muscular (despite being a vegetarian and not lifting weights). There could be different reasons than your testosterone level. But answer my first question! Did you just try NoFap or did you actually do it?
i started NoFap challenge in 2015 when i was trying fuck this pretty young girl, but when she wanted break contact and "back" to boyfriend i started again fap... and in during NoFap challenge i wasn't do it myself but she fap my dick. Now i don't fap one week and i don't want do it any more!
It's me again. I still NoFap but i have other problem. what Should i Think about this pretty young girl? Yesterday in night we had meeting. She told me that she trust only me. Told me too that she had 5 guys and ask me what i think about it. Ofcourse she wanted have sex with me but we didn't have condom when we decided to drive to buy condom my car didn't work... bad luck? finally what i should about her? She had never real sex with me, she has seen my small dick and she told too many information about her. Should i try have sex with her again?
So you had ED when you try to have sex before. Now you're 1 week clean from PMO and you want to try sex with a girl you just met. Sounds like a bad idea to me and I'm normally okay with actual sex What if you can't perform? 1 week isn't much time.
i have known her since march 2015. Shit i was stupid earlier when i was fapping after 2 months no faps... :/
