This just might be my last chance

Hello everyone! I'm jimmy_jammy. It's just been a couple of minutes since I've created this account.

I've been fapping away since I was 13 and its been almost nine years now. Frankly I have never really felt much about masturbating 2 or 3 times a day everyday till now.

But I have been battling for long with depression and loneliness. I cannot look into people's eyes, nor can I maintain a proper conversation with anyone. Over the last year I have noticed signs of ED and what is called 'death grip' on the subreddit.

I've masturbated to all kinds of porn from the normal to the really grotesque types, fapped to pictures of classmates or pictures online or in magazines or even while imagining stuff. I don't want to keep damaging my body any longer or to be the cause of any effects on my health in the future.

I really hope I will be able to pull through and complete the 100 day reboot I have planned for myself. Currently I am on Day 4 and the urges have been actually strong, from Day 1 itself. Maybe that's because I have NEVER gone even one day without PMO.

Anyway, as I've said I'm currently on day 4 and the challenge is very real since pretty much anything could end up being a trigger. I hope we all can understand and help each other out in this journey to betterment.

Thanks for your time everyone! Have a good (PMO-free) day.

 

Thanks @wanttoquit. It's good to meet someone who is almost in the same condition as me. How does posting more here help in the mission? I'm curious to know.

Again thanks for the support and best wishes. Let's all make it to our goals!