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Shooting for Munk level

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by RoadtoRedemption, Dec 30, 2015.

  1. RoadtoRedemption

    RoadtoRedemption Fapstronaut

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    i guess this is supposed to be the hardest one but I want to try it. I recently started dating a girl who I am really into so I want to be rid of this habit forever. I haven't watched any pornography in awhile, but I have masturbated so I had to start fresh. This time I want to be dedicated to being completely free of it.
    Any suggestions while I am going through this cleanse?
     
  2. RoadtoRedemption

    RoadtoRedemption Fapstronaut

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    I have to reset. I let my mind wander instead of keeping myself busy and it killed me. I think I'm going to use this thread as a journal and try to post everyday. Maybe text a friend and ask him to be an accountability partner. This sucks...

    DAY 0
     
  3. RoadtoRedemption

    RoadtoRedemption Fapstronaut

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    DAYS 1-3

    Well I had a busy passed couple of days so I wasn't able to right any quick posts in this journal. But busy is good since that leaves me less time to think about inappropriate things. To sum the past couple of days up though I didn't have many urges past the morning after I just PMO'd so it's been smooth so far. It usually gets to me around the week mark. Anybody else in my position just keep strong!
    If you believe in the Bible's message then 1 Thessalonians 4:3-8 is something I like to read from time to time.
     
  4. RoadtoRedemption

    RoadtoRedemption Fapstronaut

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    DAY 5
    I'm not sure if I am going to reset or not. I didn't watch P but I Masturbated, so I am not happy about that. I still feel like I failed. But no porn so that's a step up. I have not been regular on this site and I feel like that's my problem. I've heard of a reward system for stopping this habit so maybe I will try that.
     
  5. Crispy21

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    I feel like before dating someone youre really into you should try to do a PMO streak. Id be nervous that id be too soon into my recovery that sex would come up and that their could posssibly be some problems with your manhood or it could set back and problems youre currently in your PMO streak.
     
  6. I think you spelled monk wrong
     
  7. RoadtoRedemption

    RoadtoRedemption Fapstronaut

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    Why is success so easily destroyed by a thought? Why do I only visit this site when I fail? Why do I only pray for help when I lose a battle?

    I feel like I will never scale the wall, and that the higher I climb I only increase the pain when I slip and crush my bones on the hard, unforgiving ground...

    I hate this side of me...
     
  8. Your struggle is your purpose. This challenge is for you to evolve through. In the deepest sense we have to fail. We need to go so low in order to climb. Knowing what that pain feels like keeps us climbing higher and higher. You will rise eventually, but first you must hurt until you finally say "enough is enough." Then, looking back you will say "without that pain I wouldn't be here"
     
  9. RoadtoRedemption

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    Thanks for the encouragement Solidstance.
     

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