I need help :(

Damn son Hi, stop watching Porn first make a list of why you want to stop. You are addicted. With time your sexual drive will become normal again but you'll need determination. The fact that you talked about strange P videos shows that you already escalated but don't worry you can do better you can quit this.

 

That's what they call "edging"... You ALMOST cum, but you hold. This is not good for our goal, in my opinion. Don't be despair. I used to watch transsexual porn, incest porn, and for some times, even with dogs too. Yeah, fucking disgusting. I am also straight (At least i believe i am, so far...) and i have the same struggle as you. You are not alone dude... Welcome

Oh... Don't even think about this. Think about working, about clean the house, about butterflies, about economy, anything. Just don't think about avoid thinking about sex or PMO or whatever the fuck. What they say is true... As long as we think about the problem, it never goes away. You should think about how much it's bad or how you can change, but not about the subject itself. Well, this works with me. Good luck

 

Right now, some hours... But soon it will be days, months, years

 

I wouldn't go soo far to say that you are a complete addict, but I suspect more you've created an environment that makes it easy to give in, probably due to easy accessibility of the P, an abundance of privacy, and perhaps boredom at times. If you keep it going year after year as you explained then you'll need a variety too keep things up per say.

My suggestions would be:
1. Print & Reread your list above as to why you want to quit and read it everyday.
2. Make the environment difficult: Keep the doors open, install a parental blocker (I use the one on my standard Kaspersky and keep the password written down and far away from me).
3. Start a journal on here and report back honestly everyday, even if no one replies, people still do read.

Although we all have varied backgrounds, reasons, and desires, we are all fighting the same good fight and I'm right here next to you bro.

 

You can do this brother. I started at 11 and now I'm 52! you are nipping this in the bud, I'm proud of you. You can do this and you are going to have a great life. Make a counter and start today!