P.A.W.S. - what are they, cure, duration

Some days I am pretty hopefull and feel happier but some days I feel super hopeless and drained. Did you go through this??

 

Yes 100%. There have been days where I am feeling super low and depressed, then suddenly the next day my mood was better. It is only recently that my mood has started to level out. The lows aren't as low and the highs are gradually becoming higher.

Living healthily helps maintain my mood. If/when the depression came back, knowing it was just PAWS helped to deal with it.

 

Those who've had s*x in paws, what negative symptoms did you get after release? Did it feel like a relapse, or was it less severe. (I did something different) I feel weak and kind of foggy, but it doesn't feel like a complete relapse. Those who did have intercourse what symptoms did you guys get afterwards?

 

Please do you know a case like mine that was cured

 

I am anxious because of the severity of my case

 

Are there cases like mine?

 

I think there are no such cases where people are fucked up like that on the forum, you are the only instance.

 

Am I the worst case on the site?

 

I want to die, how can I continue to live like this?

 

I want to kill myself but I can't go on living like this helpless I feel stuck even to kill myself I'm afraid

 

Recovery is a more interesting goal than just suicide. Reboot and you will be an example for many.

 

How is it possible that I have reached such a difficult situation and I have been addicted for 12 years while addicts have been addicted for 20 years in a better situation

 

I need an example of the hope of people like me or similar to me

 

I can't go on being hopeless

 

You become an example yourself. For everyone.

 

My condition is irreversible and is the worst on the site

 

I cannot be an example, it is impossible to cure the libido and erection in my condition

 

I'm going to end my life I'm tired of being in the worst case it's already bad luck and a miserable life I'm not ready to live like this if I have to choose between zero dysfunctional if low libido and death I choose death I curse God for the damage he has caused me and these evil industries that the producers and everyone who takes part in it should be murdered

 

Did God order you to masturbate to porn?

 

Wait a minute, what you're feeling is a part of the process, there has been a lot of cases worst that you, who have become better with time. No case is irreversible in my opinion, just hang in there, 9 months is a good period of time but may not be enough, you just have to hang in there and focus on the quality of reboot and not the time. Work on your, get enough sleep, spend time outside, workout, eat healthy, don't use you're phone. You'll have to keep doing this on the daily and make this you're lifestyle. I know it gets scary but stop freaking out and start educating yourself about recovery and paws. Stop ranting and don't be so fixated on the thought of your case being the worst and irreversible. Just soldier up and push through this and don't think about ending your life, it's not worth it.