Day 18, but today wasn't clean 100%, i touched myself and have crazy fantasies. No p, o or edging, didn't go down rabbit hole. But my brain is demanding this dopamine shots NOW. How about NO...xd. Goodnight
I'm jumping right back, after I failed on day 36 in the end of february. I binged alot in the following weeks, hitting rock bottom of frustration and depression, only managing to reach three days here and there. However, I managed to pull myself up again from March 17th, and are now more motivated than ever! Next week I'll pass the previous streak of 35/36 days and finally reach my personal record of 40 days. I'm super excited, and want to share the next and last week with you guys, if you don't mind? Here we go! Day 27/40
Day 20. Not entirely clean...i have huge urges. It is worse that in early days. I think about s and women round the clock. When i see them in the streets i'm absolutely horny and i have fantasies on the spot, right in the moment when i look at someone. Sometimes i think that i'm some sort of perv... I think it's because i didnt have o in almost 3 weeks, i dont remember when was last time that long. My brain wants it so bad. But i don't want p and f. I resolve to hold on tight!
