30 Days P Free

Hello there,

Today I am 30 days P free. It is a great accomplishment, and I intend to go as long as possible without viewing it.

Here is what helped:

1. A covenant eyes subscription - Not necessary since there are lots of free P blockers out there, but I have been using this one for a while now. This is all managed by my older brother who lives in the same house as me. He has agreed to be my accountability partner.

2. Restrictions for iPhone - I have restrictions set on my phone which blocks me from downloading apps or accessing specific sites without permission. Again, this is managed by my older brother.

3. Family app on my PC - Another restriction intentionally set on my PC to block me from downloading apps or accessing specific sites without permission. You guessed it, this is managed by my older brother.

With addiction, I cannot leave the door slightly open. In my experience, this always leads me to relapse. I will eventually open the door to see what is inside, even though I know it is not anything good. I gave myself no choice, and that is the only reason I have gotten this far.

The positive side is this, I do not want to watch P. Not even a little bit. When I turned about 23, I hated P anyway. I only watched it out of habit. I am 26 now.

I am grateful to my brother for his support, and I am grateful to this forum for that as well. If you have any questions please don't hesitate to ask them.

Onward.

 

2 months is great man, proud of you. The urge to watch P can be strong for me sometimes as well. It helps a lot that I have no choice but to stay away from it. All my devices have some sort of restriction or blocker which prevents me from acting on my urges. The only other choice I have is to do something productive, or simply M to get rid of the feeling. Although M is not an ideal way for me to handle my urges, it definitely feels better than watching P for hours and edging.

You got it man, if you have people in your life you can trust to be accountability partners, that helps a lot. If you are willing to put some blockers or restrictions on your phone, and those accountability partners are also willing to manage things such as passwords for those blockers, than I think that would be the best way to ensure you stay away from it.

I personally am also practicing on not being so hard on myself. I am working hard both mentally and physically to improve myself, and I am proud of myself for that.

Good luck. I am rooting for you. Feel free to DM me if you want to chat.

 

Keep fighting you got this