New Day with New Opportunities

Hi everyone
I am Rachit Munjal and I have been trying to quit MO since 2 years but failing each time. I am trying to quit it again. I want your prays and grace from God to achieve it

 

Day 2
With God grace I have completed a day without pmo. I am praying to god each day to help me to give up this addiction and I hope that this time I will be able to achieve it

 

Day 1
I am feeling very sad right now that I give up on myself every time I want to leave PMO, or any other thing a person should to do. I am suffering from it since 4 years and also not doing all the things a person should do for himself. I am not an adult by age but by mentally yes I am, I'm feeling that each day is my last day and leaving this world without completing all the ambitions I have in my life. I want to apologize myself for not using my whole potential throught my life, and also keeping very negative thoughts about myself. I want to thank God and parents for giving me this life and all the necessities.

 

Day 4
Finally I have compled 3 days without it, first 2 days were absolutely good but yesterday I was again near about doing it but i stopped it. I hope this day goes well for me and everyone who supporting me.

 

Day 5
Thank you everyone for supporting me. I passed this day without pmo. To be honest I am having urges while writing because of my thoughts but I came here to stop myself from falling into the trap. Hope for the best

 

Day 6
With God's grace I have completed this day with pmo. I also want to thank him for giving me a new perspective in my life by giving a lesson about life. Hope everyone reading this will be blessed with happiness

 

Don't give attention to people who doesn't want you to succeed and never stop doing the right thing you started doing for yourself

 

Day 9
I have completed 8 days without pmo. Once again I am grateful to God and people reading my journal. I was not able to post yesterday because I slept early and feeling tired. Now I am writing in morning and I wish that this day ends on a positive note and I will continue to do my work instead of pmo.

 

Sorry god I failed today to continue to no do it but I did it. I was so inconsistent in posting here each day and I also today I visited university where I found very beautiful girls and my testosterone was getting high. I am again continuing this

 

Day 3
On Monday unfortunately I have to start again but still I made it for 2 days. I hope this day will go well

 

Day 4
Finally I on 4th day,let's hope this day goes without distraction of pmo.

 

Day 0
Oh my lord! I failed today again. I don't know what is going on I have left watching porn a long time ago but it has not left me till now. Nowdays My hormones are rushing, I am finding every girl near me attractive not by body but beauty and getting feelings to get into a relationship with them. I do not know if I could stop MO by myself. I feel like to get medical help but cannot tell my parents about it. God please forgive me and help me.