Almost 1 month. Don't feel better

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I think your problem might be that the only thing you are not doing is no PMO or MO. What other changes have you made in your life? Why did you PMO in the first place?

My reason for PMO, besides the obvious reason that it feels good, was because other things in my life were not going well. I would go to the comfort of porn so I wouldn't have to deal with my frustrations in my life.
Try making some additional changes beyond just abstaining.

Good luck,
Nomo

 

Having intimacy with women is still worth the hassle despite your research that shows otherwise.

We have to actually experience life through trial and error sometimes

Have you ever seen ‘Taxi Driver’?

 

Your hitting the plateau. Now, you need an outlet. Depending on where you are, you can go to an establishment to get some personal time with a woman.

Remember, that "Roid Rage" your going through, is your Testosterone reclaiming its position.

Stay away from the visual, because that's porn's trap.

Been researching why in certain cultures (Yes, I'm looking at you Philippines), that a woman is uncomfortable in the light when both are engaged in Happy Loving.

Its Touch. Have someone else give you a touch. But it has to be good, or else your going to fall into the PMO spiral again.

Why am I saying this? Went to a masseuse, asked for the Happy Ending, got it with extras. Went home, deleted my entire Porno stash, burned all physical copies, and said, "FINALLY! I have a goal worth touching!"

 

This. except I been doing this for 5+ months. I'm not some badass or a bully that thinks he can kick everyone ass I just haven't fucked in almost 3 years, its making me real aggressive. I got too much rage. Lack of nookie is making me want to throw them hands for real.

 

It's normal what you are going through. These may be long-term withdrawals. It would be strange if you felt better after a single month. PMO was an anesthesia. Now you see the issues coming to the surface that before were masked with PMO abuse. Don't quit. Keep coming back to the forum. You have a real chance to break free.

 

I tried recovering with occasional M but that didn't work for me.

 

Sorry, but I can't relate. I would never want to be celibate. My sex drive was always strong and I started MO when I was about 12, and started pursuing girlfriends for sexual release and companionship at that age. I have been on a lifelong pursuit of female companionship and enjoyed my relationships.

If you are not seeing benefits and you only MO occasionally then why not continue to MO? It sounds like MO isn't a problem for you and not doing it doesn't change anything. I'm still going back to my original advice, if you want a better life you need to make more changes in your life.

 

Your just in the wrong environment. Heck, I am in that position as well. The only real relationship I have are just the ones I pay for their company.

If my goal is to have a family, I am NOT going to have a family in the West (Australasia, Western Europe, and Northern America; with some debate as to whether those in Eastern Europe and Latin America). Your chances of having a happy and fulfilling marriage is in the 0.005% success rate. Why? Traditional Values, National Laws, the lack of morals, Lack of Unity, its a comprehensive list where you need to ask if its worth the hassle.

You give everything for Love. You bleed for it, stay up through restless night, give everything you have just for it, and here in the West, it's worth less.

But go for the more Traditional states, or Asian states that still value Love and Relation, the Man is Celebrated.

You don't need to go VoCel. Go Passport. Explore. Give your body a reason to live, due to the state that we're in of "Spirit Rules Body". Try having real sex. None of this fake visual stuff.