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I hate porn so much, I'd rather die than ever watch it again.

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by hhh999, Feb 24, 2024.

  1. Feb 24, 2024 #1
    hhh999

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    Whenever I get urges, I remind myself that if I lose all the progress I've made so far, then I'll want to kms. If 200+ days without porn is not enough to fully "recover," and to never watch porn again, then I'll lose all hope in my life. I know that I'll always have urges, but if I relapse, then I will be letting myself know that I'll always come back to P no matter what.
     
    hhh999, Feb 24, 2024
    hhh999, Feb 24, 2024
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  2. Feb 24, 2024 #2
    Biophage

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    I'm trying to maintain the association that porn is the main reason I feel like shit and why life sucks.
     
    Biophage, Feb 24, 2024
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  3. Feb 25, 2024 #3
    A8X

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    There is no such thing as a "full recover", once someone becomes truly addicted, the addiction is there for life. No need to lose hope though because it is fully possible to live without p0rn.
    Be careful in putting too much pressure on yourself, too much stress can harm your recovery rather than aid it. Your brain will always want to come back to P but you don't have to. Use all the tools you have in your disposal for keeping up your streak!
     
    A8X, Feb 25, 2024
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  4. Feb 25, 2024 #4
    Xander_

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    As someone who hit 400+ days i can tell you it gets easier after some time. It did take me about 200 days to recover. Urges slowly were less intense after 80 days, but i ended up having severe withdrawals.

    Urges would come here and there, but they'd be so abysmall it would be like an intruisive thought i would easily dismiss.

    That being said, dont obsess too much over your recovery. Dont turn it into a burden, you'll end up very frustrated - You must find healthy coping mechanisms to help you navigate your emotions and life without porn. Dont obsess too much, live your life as if you're trying to improve it, think about what and whom do you want to become. Envision yourself being free from addiction and what would it mean for you and the things it would help you accomplish.
    It will be okay..
     
    Xander_, Feb 25, 2024
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  5. Feb 29, 2024 #5
    im_done

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    Gotta remind myself of this. My fate's been sealed by the time I was 15 but I can still fight it as long as I breath.
     
    im_done, Feb 29, 2024
    im_done, Feb 29, 2024
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