The Lord of the Rings Challenge

I dont think this counts but it could lead to a relapse. My advice is to avoid facebook and similar sites. Lots of triggers... Stay strong. You are still in this!

 

Alright bro,
No more Facebook!

 

Day 45

 

Day 60

On your path you meet Treebeard, the oldest of the Ents. He offers you Ent-draughts, magical waters from Fangorn ladled out into a large bowl. As you drink, the waters bring refreshment and vigour to every limb of your body.

 

Day 88, trod on!

85 days – Exiting the swamp you found something shining behind a small rock: a ring made of mithril and set with a white gem. Lady Galadriel appears.

"This is Nenya, the Ring of Adamant, and I am its Keeper. I give it to you mighty Traveler, so it may protect you against lust evil."

Quest Magic – Nenya

 

Day zero again, I m to p about an hour ago. Now I know that even m to p is not getting me erect for more than 2 minutes. I have ED and I would say it's PIED, clearly. Time to quit and see how quickly I can get back normal erections.

 

@12ove I appreciated being your accountability partner awhile back.

Remember this when you're feeling down.

 

Day 0. I m'd without p. I am primarily concerned with ridding myself of p. M'ing I am okay with once in a while. Though I'd like to minimize it.

If I think m'ing is becoming problematic, I will adjust my goals.

 

Day 19

No temptation today. Spent the morning driving around the countryside, and then the afternoon spent doing admin.

To those who have recently been struggling; as someone who has also tried and failed to remove PMO from their life for many years, I want to remind you that the fight is worth it, and the days do get better.

 

5 days - With rain and fog you enter the old village of Bree.

I need to struggle more. I want to suceed this time. Shit I hate porn so much.

 

Day 7

A week cleared... There's always that one big dreaded urge that defines all my streaks early on. I either push through it, or momentarily forget my commitment. It hasn't come yet, but I know it will be here soon.

I've always had the ability to do two things; push through discomfort and delay gratification. The problem is I can't tap into this consistently. I either get into that mind frame at the right time or I don't... When it comes to nofap I don't more often than I'd like, hence me still being here. I need to remember this when the time comes.

Tomorrow I will step back onto deathground... I would like to make a full week of no computer other than my posts here. I might slowly get back into my hypnosis practice too, so I may allow myself to use the computer to access tracks as it's a worthy cause. It's mostly porn and Youtube I want to avoid.

 

Day 13
Weekend is going fine. Tomorrow is the two week mark! That will be the furthest I have gone in a very long time. Honestly I am feeling pretty good about myself. Just need to keep up the pace!

 

Elf: Day 18/34

 

6 days of freedom!
C'mon guys you can do this!

 

Day 46

 

Day 61

 

Day 42

 

This is day one. I feel more hopeful than I usually do at a time like this.

I meditated 5 minutes this morning and plan to take a cold shower today. I would also like to exercise if I can motivate myself.

 

I feel the same, I know that this challenge is for stopping both, but I'm starting with P and if I M then I will just try to keep it to a minimum.

As for The Lord of the Rings Challenge, I count M as a lapse and reset back to Hobbit, day one.

 

Day 13

Thought of the Day:
"You didn't come this far, to only come this far."