The Lord of the Rings Challenge

no P: 28 days
no gaming: 28 days
no M: 11 days
I'm staying strong even though the urges to masturbate are insane. Now is not the time to fap.

@Average_Joe0285 congratulations, how are you doing?

 

Day 72, trod on!

 

Day 30

 

Day 12!

 

So I just masturbated after I think 11 days. I couldn't hold it. While doing it I thought about porn, which is different from the last times that I M'd. I feel guilty. Next problem: Weekend is ahead and wife may want to have S. It could be that I can't get an erection and it could be that she notices that the amount of ejaculate doesn't match the time we didn't have S.

 

Day 3

My fiancé fractured her ankle this morning, I spent the day with her in hospital and then looking after her. The thought of PMO is now disgusting me, and I had a really good conversation with a friend who’s been free for a number of years - offered some great advice and encouragement, and has offered to be my accountability partner.

I see your point @Muha22, but I’ve previously managed to go a year without PMO and still ended up relapsing. I feel confident that I can I can kick this habit, but I believe accountability is the most important aspect of recovery, so I’ve promised my fiancé there’ll be at least two years of posting on this forum.

 

Day 45

After leaving Moria, you enter the Kingdom of the Silvan Elves, Lothlórien.

 

Day 105

 

Hobbit: 6/14

 

Day 4

Spent the evening reading all my old posts on this forum; quite sad to re-live some of the more painful moments, but encouraging to see how much progress I've made in the past. No urges today, and feeling very confident for the future.

 

Day 6

 

16 days – Touched by your bravery, the gentle Elves of Rivendell give you an elven cloak. The cloak has a hood and is fastened by a green brooch. It acts as camouflage when PMO units are around.

Quest Item - Elven Cloak
Niice. This'll help me out!

 

no porn: 29 days, no masturbation: 0 days, no gaming: 29 days, no sugar: 4 days

 

Day 0! Due to reset on some PSubs...

 

Day 31

 

Day 46

Lady Galadriel, Princess of the Ñoldor, gives you a bow such as the Galadhrim used. Among the best bows of Middle Earth, the bow was longer and stouter than the bows of Mirkwood and it was strung with a string of elf-hair.

 

Day 106!

 

Day 7

 

Day 74, trod on!

 

Checking in. 3 weeks in, and doing well.