3 days left to go. Got caught somehow by a silent urge. I have a feeling that even one of my habit is falls down, it causes a chain reaction and it will eventually lead to relapse. Right now, I have to try to maintain all of my habits in check. ALL OF IT. If the silent urge doesn't come, that's good because now I know why that monster came. If not, I'll have to try something else. I still feel there's a missing puzzle piece in my NoFap journey and I still can't figure it out. I'm still puzzled why does my brain crave for something that's disgusting. Really, I don't find any joy in PMO or other cheap dopamine stuffs. I prefer working hard and embracing pain for a greater reward. It's like there's two sides in my brain and I really, really, really want to kill that poisonous side. Well, I gotta move on with my day working hard again and be aware of the chaser effect. See you all tomorrow evening!
I’m new to this, the more I learn on NoFap and the problems with PMO the more related I get, and conscious this is a big problem with me (I still can’t believe such many wrong messages out there). I proposed myself to tackle my pmo addiction this 2024, I want to join this challenge.
Day 0! Here Is to having the courage to start again, to believe, achieve my goals with God I move forward
