The Lord of the Rings Challenge

Day 4 in the books. Keep going lads, don’t give in! Remember Tom Bombadil's song!

 

Some girl who has a onlyfans tried to get me to follow her on the instagram. Blocked her. Take that, pmo!

 

On day 37 after 2 years...
I posted the quote post 37 day ago and now after all these days of No pmo , i can clearly see a shift in my attitude towards life.
Don't lose Hope... you are going to live a normal life once again.

 

My problem is not that i saw this or i saw that like others , now after failing numerable times with this addiction i came to knew that its me no one or nothing else its just me am the reason i want to relapse because i couldn't take my loneliness or problem in a matured way so i found a medicine for that and that was apps and chat sites where i met women in huge amount and i saw each and everyone of them like me sure they freaking loved me for what i gave them in voice or over video calls so my brain took that as an award for myself its like i never want to get out of that loop where i meet ladies and make them happy because the women i met there they came there after a long day after work ,some came after a fight aith there bosses some came there after a drunk husband beating the hell out of them they just needed a millisecond of satisfaction which i knew how important is so i kept on going back and forth to talk these women and somehow i feel disgusted after a while because what a human i am enjoying myself rather than talking to them and understanding them for sure they never wanted anything of friendship they needed just escapism like me from problem , as the years passed my addiction got stronger and now am just addicted very badly to these stuffs that i feel incomplete or lonely.

 

Day 22

 

That's good idea brother.. Stay away with those Only fan girls brother....

 

Day 21
Building the Old Baki

 

Day 16

 

Day 5 in the books. To Bree and beyond…

 

Starting again, going to quit building up streaks and reporting in. I will be daily accountable once again.

Day 0 - Hobbit, the Shire.

 

Day 23

 

Day 22

 

Welcome back brother!

 

Day 17

 

Stay away from online video chatting. It’s poison. It has been the bane of my existence since I started doing it a couple of years ago. My regular porn addiction spiralled out of control as I found it infinitely more stimulating when the person on the other end is real and there is that two way interaction. When I relapse, that’s always where I end up. Getting girls’ Snapchats online and sexting. There is NO connection, it’s a fallacy. It’s nonsense that will fry your brain more than any porn could. Stay away from it. As for your loneliness, it is a frame of mind. Practice meditation, sit with and accept those feelings. Here’s a great article about approaching loneliness from Taoist perspective: https://medium.com/change-your-mind/how-to-deal-with-loneliness-f2551fdf0ace

Hope this all helps.
Good luck Stoic.

 

Day 6 in the books. Another good day. I got my meditation in and had pretty much no urges. How was your day Fellowship?

 

Hola, quisiera saber si alguien conoce algún libro de dibujo. personajes de comic con muchos músculos y venas, pero que no contienen desencadenantes, ni mujeres, no encuentro ninguno y siempre he querido aprender, pero en casa no me ayudan, si me envías uno te lo agradeceré. toda mi vida

 

Day 1 - Hobbit. Buckland, The Shire.

 

Day 24

 

day 3