Fellow trans P addicts, how does it look at 30 days?

Just about to cross 30 days hard mode, been 3.5 months since watching P and it seems like I am entering a flatline. However still having constant thoughts of specific TS activities just haunting my brain, like 69 or getting pegged (I am straight). This shit is so messed I don’t know how I got hooked and it’s really stuck in my head. Curious of other stories who are dealing with similar TS curses and if the thoughts faded eventually for you, please share thx guys

 

I think like most people on this site who watched trans porn, I escalated to trans porn and watched a lot of it. I'm straight and have no interest in sex with someone with a penis (I'll avoid the debate if a trans woman is a woman or not). I've gotten serious about NoFap a while ago, and I'm not perfect but I am getting better at watching less porn. I used to watch porn several times per day and it could have been for hours at a time, but now I am down to maybe 3 or 4 times per month and a lot less time. For the last couple of months if I relapsed it was to lesbian porn. A couple of weeks ago in the midst of a relapse I decided to pull up some trans porn. I started watching it and had no interest in it. In a way it was good because it showed me that this is no longer an appeal to me. It also shocked me enough so that I did not relapse that day.

I guess my point is that in my experience it does get better and you will crave it less but it just takes time, and everyone's timeline will be different.

 

Dayv32 and Daily thoughts are definitely not as vivid and intruding as they used to be, but I’m not having any sexual urges really. Perhaps this is entering flatline? what did you guys do at 90 days or whenever the trans urges faded? I won’t go back to P but feel like I need some sort of plan. Did you go back to trans P to “check your fetish” to see if still there? I quit for a year and and relapsed directly into TS P exclusively without missing a beat so I think I should skip the “checking part”

 

This is hopeful to hear, especially that you have 500+ days under your belt, thank you! It is interesting, I don't get a rush from a real life TS, I actually get very uncomfortable and judgemental.. Yet still till this day, I will have random daydreams about booking a trip to Brazil and finding the "BEST" kind of TS and letting loose. Goes to show how P has conditioned me. It seems I do not see them as real people and can't comprehend the whole in real life.

day 39 and the urges are fewer and farther between, definately not as strong. I will for sure need to re-wire to sex with women IRL eventually because I am only having dreams of self-pleasure - it has been too long since I have been with a woman that I can't even remember what it feels like anymore.