THE SUPER SAIYAN CHALLENGE! What is your Power Level?! (RANKS ARE BACK, GET YOURS NOW!

Day 6
Mood: 5/10 & Energy: 5/10

Mood is dropping, although I slept 7 hours I again woke up at 6AM and not really rested. Nagging headache still quite present and feeling quite sad and frustrated. I had this weird revelation that I feel I've thrown away such an important part of my life the last 10-20 years partially by this addiction... I think I am now at a point where I wouldn't mind if I just would not wake up tomorrow. Urges are also dropping now to 2/10, I have little to no pleasure in life and just feel like going through the motions... I still do all my routines of working, going to the gym, do groceries, laundry, etc. but I need to discipline myself in doing those things. But I have zero motivation in actually doing anything...just let me sit in my chair and let me be...Yesterday evening again sat down on my chair and stared outside for a couple of hours thinking and meditating and will probably do that tonight as well.

On the bright side, I am really grateful for this challenge we're in together and look forward each day to write about my progress and share it with you who are also in it grinding through. Although it has been more of a decline in my mood and energy, I know this is part of the journey and I am dedicated to hold the line. We're warriors and fight the fight we need to do. We do not fall back or give up. We do not throw in the towel on a set back, we dust off, refocus and keep attacking it!

Last remark: also still going strong only check my WhatsApp / dating apps on my phone once or twice a day. I noticed that I am not even looking forward anymore in doing it...feels more like a chore. Interesting progress!

 

Relapsed . Staring again with some changes in my schedule. Day 0

 

I relapsed. Day 0

 

check-in, I am converting to Islam with today being the date for my shahada. I will not count my days to prevent religious counting and instill this as a lifestyle.

 

Everyone watch this thread i opened . It is most important thing you will ever see

https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/the-truth-about-nofap-sr.340225/

 

Day 270!

 

This thread is slowly turning from helping each other to arguing with each other . Do not argue my friends , we are not going to get anywhere by arguing . We are here to support each other . I want to help you

If you arguing with me too , i am doing this for 4 years , while most of you for a few weeks or months . I know how this works better than you . I already know what you are going to say because you just say what you read in website

But i told you that not everything in website is true . How did i found it out ? I did already monk mode 120 days , it was not becoming " easyer " as nofap says . It was becoming more and more difficult . Tili i reached day 120 , my body was screaming , screaming to touch myself , and then i relapsed

And then i said " hey man " something is wrong . nofap said it becomes easyer after 30 days , while for me becomes more and more difficult after 30 days

While i am not having a desire to watch porn , i am only having a desire to fap . And then i realized , i am not fighting against any " addiction " i am fighting against function of my body . Against my biology

I am having much more benefits now, or what some people call " superpowers " much more than when i was on 120 days monk mode . My eyes are shiny , am very confident ( i was confident back then too , but even way more now ) perfect focus , perfect sences , my intuition is very strong , and endless list of another benefits has increased a lot

I am questioning myself now : is sticking to some " rule " of this website or anyting , going to increase my benefits ? Is it going to increase my superpowers ?

Yes , i was edging a few times , and i do not give a fuck , because i know it didn't affected me in any way. I still had all the benefits

 

Only three days left for 60 day milestone

 

Day 225
Crazy perfect square number

 

Checking in Saiyans!

149 Days Free of PMO

Busy week but growth is always around!

Keep training!

Very good list brother! Thank you for sharing.


@Sasuke Uchiha_007 @hewm RIse again Saiyan's!

 

Rise again brother . Watch out for the chaser effect.

 

@Shadow444, there is only a disagreement about edging. In this challenge (and most other challenges), edging is not allowed.

@Shadow444 & @Redemptionisrequired, be kind to each other brothers.

 

@Kingfisher Don't worry brother, that was my last response to him. I've said my piece.

 

check-in.

 

Day 7
Mood: 4/10 & Energy: 5/10

Mood even further down...also woke up with grogginess and this nagging headache again. But we've made it for a full week! Yay for me... urges are zero and still everything I do still feels uncomfortable doing but I do it anyway. Only thing I kinda "like" is sitting on a chair and stare outside. Good luck everyone!