That feeling when you dodge the bullet

Today I almost slipped, I was triggered by some stupid shit on youtube and almost got caried away....
I have slipped many many times and probably will slip alot more, but today I didn't fail myself.
Damn that feeling when you overcome an almost irresistible urge is amazing. It really keeps the train moving for me. Even when you have like a 20% succes rate.
It still proves that IT CAN BE DONE!
SO KEEP F*CKING GOING!
WE DON'T STOP THIS TRAIN, EVER

 

Yeah I feel very stressed and empty for a couple hours but after that it feels like I'm finally able to turn this shit around and take control of my life
And that feeling gets increasingly stronger the more times I succeed. Makes me cocky aswell tho and underestimate the power of this addiction, so that's something to work on

 

I was sick and unable tho do anything so I was extremely bored, otherwise I would've just put my phone in the other room.