Starting all over again..

I have not been to this site in so long. I made it so far a couple years back, over 200 days. And I relapsed hard. And I have been doing it everyday basically for months now. Finally just can’t do it anymore.

So here I am, I’m starting all over, and I’m wanting to leave PMO in the past for good!

it’s when you realize that your getting into some real dark stuff, that you def shouldn’t be, and it’s getting you off, it’s way past time to stop, turn around, and don’t look back

 

Not sure if I have been fighting some sort of bug, or food poisoning. But the day after I deleted everything and said I was done, I started feeling ill, sensitive to cold, chills and night sweats have woke me up at night the last few nights. Abdominal cramping, and diarrhea. Very tired too.