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Birthing a new identity

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by B L A N K F A C A E, Aug 12, 2022.

  1. B L A N K F A C A E

    B L A N K F A C A E Fapstronaut

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    I was busy reflecting on my life and how my high school dating life was a disappointment,there were females who i would have clicked with,i didnt know that pmo could have such an impact,i knew moraly that it was a bad thing to do but i didnt know how to control it or to avoid it since id already began,i let it happen until i finished high school and without realizing the impact it could have on my life.Now its apparent and i just dont want to be that type of person anymore its a damaging destraction from reality and the more i keep going the more i sink into the deep end.DAY 18 still striving
     
  2. mark andrews

    mark andrews Fapstronaut

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    I know that feeling, i'd give excuses to not put in the work and approach girls who were available and interested in me, and then when they left me, i'd feel so down and guess what... turn back to more pmo. My life has been an emotional rollercoaster of regrets, disappointments, failures that i'm looking to leave behind. i know am young, but i sometimes live like am about to give up coz i dont feel good about myself. Now on day 3, i look at the stash of porn i have, want to delete but the weirdo side of me still wants this stuff. Have been on here for 4 years now and best i've done has been 21 days. Hope to do 30days of no porn, no youtube, no instagram, no facebook, no twitter, no tiktok....... SEMEN RETENTION FOR 30 DAYS
     
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  3. bertieboy

    bertieboy Fapstronaut

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    Good luck guys. I am older than you both and I am seriously addicted to live sex webcams and it has ruined my life and left me financially broke at a time in my life when I should have money behind me. As you have both already found out it causes problems when trying to form relationships. It can and does destroy good relationships that have already been formed, it can and does wreck a career, it can and does wreck studies so exams are failed. It is worse than drug addiction and can cause more damage to our lives than drugs. Porn addiction is one of the worst addictions. You might not believe me but I was so broke because of this I would spend on webcams until my bank account was empty then start on credit cards and then start taking out instant short term loans at very very high interest rates to fund it. That is how bad my addiction got. The next step for me could have been homelessness. 4 weeks ago I just managed to pull myself back from the edge and joined NoFap. I was totally obsessed and when I got into the zone of webcams and masturbation nothing but nothing could get me out of it. This is all true. Please don't allow yourselves to go any further down this path to destruction. Stay strong guys you CAN pull yourselves back and break this addiction. It is hard but not impossible
     
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