The Lord of the Rings Challenge

Dusk of the 86th day.

 

Day 483

 

Day 1, 5 hrs Orc

Checking in. Solid day so far. Right now got hit with an urge. Making the difficult but necessary choice.

 

Day 46
I hope this week will be a good week for all and we have to defeat lot of PMO evils this week

 

Good night, companions!
I had a nice sunday, rested well and went out with some friends. I'm full of hope, though I've been really tempted lately. Wish you all a great week!

 

Day 3 complete!

Good times--spent all morning at church helping with each of the services, solid run of about six miles in the early afternoon, and after dinner I walked around the neighborhood for a while to soak up the evening sunlight. If you're having trouble with mood, or motivation, or constant urges, or energy or whatever--get outside!

This is something I had to learn the hard way in my own life, but it's very true. Stick to that ideal! "Casual dating" is practically an oxymoron the way I see it.

St. Gianna Molla, pray for us!

 

Day 4 complete

A great weekend with friends and family. My goal is to protect myself from the little urges, like checking out women and to find a daily inspiration like a book or a youtube chanel with advice for life.

 

Day 7. Today was a good day with a lot of things to do, but everything went fine. God bless you all

 

1 day

 

I messed up last night.
To make a short story shorter, i stumbled upon some P while cleaning out my drive yesterday. And, unfortunately, I looked at it. Yes I deleted it, but after looking at it for some time.
And that counts as a "flat on my face" fall.
I should have torn myself away immediately but I did not. At least not fast enough.
It's disheartening to restart this challenge, especially when I'm 17 days successful, my longest streak, but those are the rules I have chosen to live by, so here we go again.
I am very proud of my progress and I am not demoralized, just determined to do it better this time.

Day 0 as an Nazgul starts now!

 

Checking in for day 15

 

Dawn of the 87th day.

 

1 Day 15 hrs

Procrastinating the gym today. Pretty early still. Got out of bed. Slipping into the usual touching self unconsciously. Prevented it and starting my day. Will be looking for a job later. Wish me luck.

 

Day 0 again ...
Damn I had too much work the last days and (due to a medicine deposure) rly bad and view hours sleep

last relapse was very short and not even enjoyable... so rly not necessary again
Need to get back on track now and report back daily (here)
Greets

 

192

 

Day 8!
Middle urges yestarday, I was alone almost all day, so that didn't help. I manage them with nofap videos I did't slept well, so I didn't worked out. I'm stress for some job issues but I will try to finish them today.

keep strong my brothers.

 

Day 312!

 

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