Hi, my name is Hwoarang. I've been struggling with this problem since age 12 I'm now 21... I'm highly ashamed and angry at myself everyday. I try to stay away, but as soon as I see boobs or cleavage, I get hard, and I just gotta find a porn video to jack off to. I can no longer control myself, it's totally out of hand I broke my phone and my computer, but I still find a way. I threw away all my movies still finds a way. I hate myself, I'm disgusting and I have a serious problem I even get horny from some elderly women. I hate this, I've been an animal. Incapable of natural affection. Never had a girlfriend, my self esteem is shot I don't feel I'll ever have a girlfriend. Or, get married and that's my dream. I don't want this life, but I just can't do this on my own too weak, something seriously wrong with my brain. I need serious help. All I think about constantly are breast and it's sickening, I feel like there's no hope but I know there is cause I still alive, but damn I really hate this. I don't know if I'll beat this.
You can stop it. Your brain is releasing chemicals which makes you seek novelty. Which means a new girl all the time. Since you cannot make out with girls, you watch P instead. Because it is very easy to see new girls on the internet. This is the reason why we all are addicted. I just joined NoFap yesterday. I am addicted too. We all are. You can do it. Watch the great porn experiment on YouTube. And visit yourbrainonporn.com take care. Be strong.
Yes. What we as a man and as a human deserve is real life sex. Not computer sex. Control your mind. That's it.
I just want a girlfriend, to fall in love one day start and family grow old and die fulfilled and with dignity don't want this to be my legacy....
True. I got so addicted that I started hating women. I even lost the love of my life due to PMO. and I am still single after almost 4 years of break up. I was a brilliant student and topper for 6 consecutive years in school. Now I have failed in seven academic exams. Quit three courses. I don't have friends. Life is becoming worse each day. But still I am hopeful. Stay strong. Keep trying.
