Inspiring words. Respect, Day 0, I managed to stop PMO thoughts, I was very close to PMO again, one click away... I played soccer on the beach, now I feel super exhausted. I didn't play well as you would expect after PMOing, but I did enjoy my time. After coming back home, I did some video editing and published my work I want to be better, life is hard and unfair, but this won't discourage me from fighting the good fight till I win. I wish you all the best, a new year is ahead of us, let's make it a good year worth of living.
I have control over this because I've realised how useless P is. I'm just tired of feeling stuck in addictions. No matter how attractive any images may be, they're of no importance in my life. Only distractions without any deeper meaning. I seek things that fullfills me emotionally rather than sexually.
26 days! To those who have been relapsing in the last few days, just know it is part of the process and be proud of yourselves that you acknowledge that you made a mistake and are willing to correct it and are trying to be a better version of yourselves. Best to you all, do not give up.
Day 0 Feel pathetic. But I'm happy that I got to 38 days, my longest streak in a while. Going to keep getting a higher streak, and soon enough conquer this for the sake of true love.
Day 4. Mixed feelings overall from the day, but I am happy that I’m still going strong after four days.
51/90 I took a long 3 week hiatus from the forum and it has been wonderful not constantly thinking about avoiding porn and being worried about urges all the time. I just shifted my focus to different aspects of life that needed attention and it has been a very easy journey thus far. I feel freer and just better overall. I have decided that I will not spend too much time on the forum and just log in occasionally.
Day 1 still wondering what on earth I was thinking. I've been led to believe that by end of 6 months your habits will be ingrained. I just wish I didn't need to look at images of beautiful women or interact with them on adult sites such as only fans. I know the root of my urges such as need for interaction, purpose, meaning fulfilment, excitement and validation; not however in knowing what needs to be done in fulfilling those needs.
1/90 completed. I had a few urges but pulled through. I must keep adding 1 day at a time to the streak. It will get easier. I wish you all a happy new year. Good luck in your fight against this monstrosity.
Day 1, I want to cry, this is how sad I'm right now. But, my overall state is good enough compared to previous slips. Abstaining is doomed to failure if I don't build a joyful life. A life of connection and sharing. A life where I don't need porn to regulate my mood. Thank you, I'm proud of myself
Day 11. The 10 days since my last post was way more easier, because I was with my familiy and around people nearly all the time. So I learned again that social contacts which satisfy you,do reduce the urge realy strong. Now I,m back, but If I would have this all the time it would be like a walk through the forest. Also I had nearly never to think on the urge except on evening where I was alone in the bed. bromer did you reach your 90 day goal or do you start ever from 0 again?
Checking in again. Day 15! I will take a little break from the internet again and spend more time with family.