I have been 90 days without fap twice and like an idiot I relapsed twice thinking every thing is resolved. Back to day 0
You're not an idiot. You can look at it this way; It's one hell of accomplishment to do 90 days NF twice in a lifetime. Most men haven't done that! Not even 10 days. And they never will. I can promise you that there are hundreds of millions of fappers out there and they have no effing clue how they are sabotaging their own lives day by day - year after year. But You have come far my friend. In fact all of us here have come far because we understand there is a problem not only with ourselves but foremost with society and the over-sexualisation of absolutely everything. There are something sinister messing up the minds of good men, boys and ofcourse women as well. This forum gives people a wonderful opportunity to take their lives back. We got your back and we can help each other out to reach our goals, and beyond. You said something great many months ago, that everytime we fail we always become a littlebit wiser. That's so true!
Day 4 It takes one brick at the time to build a strong temple within yourself. Place each brick carefully everyday and over time you will have a construct so strong that nothing can tear it down. But you have to be consisten. Consistency is key.
Day 11 Slept in again so failed the goal of getting up early a couple days in again... I'll try again.