7 days done. Had a close call last night. In the middle of the night, I woke up and, not being totally awake and with it, started playing with myself. It didn’t last long and I stopped and I didn't O, so it doesn’t feel like a reset or relapse, but that is a very tricky time when waking up and still half asleep. I want to be mindful and alert whenever coming out of sleep. Good luck everyone, keep going.
Yeah when I relapse the next morning I feel shit but sure it gets better after all but remember to forgive yourself meaning accept every part of you and even the ones you don’t like(for example the part of you that made you relapse)
9 days done. Another close call in the middle of the night where I wake up and start playing with myself, but I remember I have a commitment and stop. Not today! Maybe tomorrow I fap or look at porn, but just for one day, I’ll refrain. Keep going guys. Stay strong, and don’t give up.
Thanks man appreciate the support. Day 2/21. Feeling better today but that might be the caffeine. Looking forward to having a bit of a slower day tomorrow.
I’m on day 20 of my own PM goals, I’ll start at day 0 for this challenge and try to post here every day.