Back again but so down

Good to hear you're starting again. Sharing thoughts here helps clean up the mental junk that builds up trough years that we decide to keep it in. The more you share, the more you'll unburden yourself, in a sense it's introspection. You can do a more detailed one personally if the need be and burn the transcripts later.

You might also look into a book I was recommended by one of the members here. It's about how to put that extra sexual energy to use. Taoist Secrets of Love - Cultivating Male Sexual Energy

It explains in detail why our sexuality exists in the way it does and how we misunderstood it. I've read only 21% so far and it already helps me deal with the mind battle.

Sex(ual) energy is a very good thing, but only when put to use/channeled into other activities, only fraction of a time those are sexual encounters.

Check it out

See you around

 

You cant just check in and out thats what iv found out myself after failing on a number of occassions..
You have to be here most days to find the inspiration and motivation that we have within us!
Thinking I could do it alone without the help of this site was definitely one of my biggest mistakes when it comes to kickin the habit

 

Hey Ripley,

I want to let you know that you are AMAZING. You are taking a step that others will never do. I want to let you know that it's not a sprint, it's a lifestyle change. I have failed so many times, and I too felt terrible when you have to restart, but use this failure as motivation to bounce back higher than ever before, and you'll make it. I wish you the best Ripley.

 

Hi Ripley -- I haven't been here for long, but it has been a great resource for me. You're doing the right thing by returning and putting your thoughts down for yourself and others to understand what you're going through.