This is my 40th day but last night I dreamt something weird that was I was watching my favourite porn video in my dream which was almost same as the video and I thought that I have relapsed but when I woke up, I remembered that was a dream, then I thought that I had night fall but when I checked it there was no night fall. Can you tell me anything about this, I don't know ,what is it?
That is normal , i have it that too on day 30 ,it happens when someone is on many days without pmo. A good sign of recovery indeed.
I get these all the time. Always such a relief to realise it's just a dream. But it's the addict part of the brain trying to express itself, I guess.
I remember last week I relapsed so yesterday I dreamed of the exact same relapse moment I went to porn and I remembered this dream was long then remember reseting the counter an kd being sad. Then I woke up and I was happy it we song after 1 day streak.
Creo francamente q soñar y toparse con imágenes inmorales (tv, face y chat) ya es algo común si uno usa internet , si decides no dedicarles tiempo o engancharte ya es algo....pero Tú No la has Buscado...es decir, pasalo y Yo te sientas culpable, Sigue adelante...
Yup, have had 2 "relapse dreams". Both times woke up, realised what had happened and just felt happy I hadn't broken the streak.
And you've got a good streak there buddy. Like your tagline also about not counting the days. This is a mistake I always make.
Thanks, although I'm a bit of a hypocrite on that sometimes I just like the sentiment that you've got to keep on living life during recovery.
I have done that myself. It was crazy and I woke up. Later that day I relapsed because I had zero self control and no discipline.
Yo pienso que no debemos de culparnos cuando alguien o algo nos lleva (provocación inmoral ) Cuando uno la busca ese si es problema , pero si te llega , cierra los Ojos, Bórralo y sigue No es tu culpa , así No has caído ...
It has happened to me a lot of times also, everytime I have relapsed (in a dream) I wake up feeling bad as if I've really relapsed, so it relieves me a lot when I realize it was just a dream. Having a refresher of how bad I feel after porn motivates me to keep fighting the addiction.