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transgendered person porn

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by kriss93, Aug 14, 2015.

  1. kriss93

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    What addictions and "mental illnesses" could caused by transgendered person porn addiction?
     
  2. tweeby

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    It's probably more common than you think... Haha, I remember watching the new Ted movie and the bear catches Mark zucerberg searching for 'chicks with dicks.'

    To which he says, 'there are no chicks with dicks, only blokes with tits.'

    Well whilst this may not be funny, understand that this poison is caused by years and years of habitual porn use and the desire for more novelty and shocking media.

    Have we all looked for girls getting nailed by monster cocks? Yes ! Do we like girls with tits and small waistelines? Yes! The porn industry have combined these two and presented this to straight guys to get them hooked on this weird fetish.
    Don't worry bro, I've read other stories on here and guys with this strange fantasy ...it does get better.
     
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    Thanks for your reply...truly my biggest part of anxiety is the HOCD, this shit tries to explain me that I must be gay...but I think gay guys don't very interested in transgendered people, do they? I've read somewhere that this is a typical heterosexual male addiction...
     
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    I don't get professional help, but in my opinion it's just made my things worse which most of you suggest....to "let the feelings into your mind"....because if I let them, they'll be more realistic, and my brain believes that is arousing to me... I try to not think about them, and when they comes into my mind, i've suddenly think to another thing (often a thing which is a proof of the fact I'm straight....Of course my HOCD tries to "requestion" it, but I don't start to think about the question. I close the thoughts with the fact I am straight...)

    I'll read your post, thanks for linking that.
     
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  6. tweeby

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    OK at first, it will seem counter intuitive to confront and live these HOCD thoughts, because you will try your very best to avoid them.

    But remember, it IS THIS EXACT behaviour which strengthens your compulsions! I found the best way to get over this, and trust me, it never really fades, and bear in mind, I've never watched transgendered person or gay porn, is to plan outrageously gay things.

    For example, I once removed all my hardcore rap/grime music from my ipod and downloaded, gay songs like, scissor sisters, YMCA, same love by macklemore, and I would play them every day to work. I also went out and bought a pink t-shirt and would wear it to the gym, and I would also record memos on my ipod about comming out or why I must be 100% gay.

    I did this everyday and believe me, it got tiring. You think the constant questioning you do now is tiring, try actively convincing yourself you must be gay and you'll soon get tired, exhausted.

    If you need any other advice feel free to PM me. This is a real problem and it is better being discussed then swept under the carpet.
     
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    And what do you think NOW about your sexuality?
     
  8. tweeby

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    I believe I am 100% straight of course. As when you put yourself through that, it becomes so obvious it almost makes you laugh you ever doubted yourself.

    BTW I know why you asked this question. It's because you want to know for sure if it works or if it doesn't work. Because you want to be 100% sure right? And the reality is my answer still hasn't convinced you because you're not 100% sure.

    OCD is a bitch ain't it?
     
  9. Congrelous

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    That's pretty funny dude. Like something out of a movie. Yeah, I think it's not only the porn but our internet identities that warp our self perception as well.

    That's a very good point. You remove the artificial stimuli and imagine that --- you return to your original nature.
     
  10. tweeby

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    Haha I'm laughing at this now,

    I just remember finishing work, on a summer's afternoon, and I pulled all the windows down during rush hour driving home and had this blasting from my car speakers!!!



    It was totally hilarious, and you should have seen the looks I was getting.
     
  11. kriss93

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    Lol....:D By the way, I have periods of time when I'm already laugh at myself about questioning.....but when my mind's "bad side" win for a period of time it is REALLY REALISTIC and frightening...Additionally, I have other OCD before (at that time I don't even know that is OCD), in which I'm always thinking about drowning, and hampered respiration, for example once I travel to home with bus (from school) and I have a VERY REAL panic attack that I'm drowning and I have MORTAL FEAR... To be honest, it is always in my grammar school life.... (4 years) and I was so stupid to not know that porn IS the reason for that...
     
  12. Honestly, I don't know why people separate different categories of porn. IT IS ALL THE SAME.

    Makes no difference what category of porn you watch. PMO is PMO. It is all having the exact same effect and it is all the same dopamine rush. Instead of judging yourself and focusing on the insignificance of what genre you're watching, just focus on rebooting. That would be much more beneficial for you.

    The same question that you have just asked, people ask it all the time.

    Can we not just agree that watching other people get off is just ridiculous in the first place? What genre of porn one has watched makes no difference, at all. It is all the same shit.
     
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    Hey Kriss, I had the same issue. Decades ago a friend told me about a guy he knew showing him a naked pic of his T girlfriend, I had never heard of it and began looking into it. Years later I discovered it on the internet and then I became obsessed with it which led to seeing transgendered person escorts. One of whom I began a relationship with for a few years, which was really just me supporting her with money and gifts in exchange for sex. In the end she was just using me. It is a powerful addiction though and I landed there by searching for ever more shocking and stimulating content, the usual recipe. I just had a re set after 14 days while I was viewing transgendered person escorts on backpage. I've blown probably 30K or so over the last 5 years on escorts and the imagined GF. I know many guys don't see a diff between liking transgendered people and liking men. I do not consider my self gay and have never wanted to be with a guy. One transgendered person girl I know keeps wanting me to do a threesome with her and other guys to which I have always said no. She's not an escort but expects expensive "gifts". Anyway, I'm going for 90 days now and we'll see how it goes. I'd like to be done with the transgendered person escorts and the only way to get past it is to not view those sites ever again. Its going to be tough. Let me know how you do.
    BCO
     
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    I'm with you friend, I know how you feel...keep going and time will heal us, i know! As my case, my mind sometimes play tricks with me that be with a man I wanted....but I KNOW I DON'T WANT IT IN REAL LIFE... and this is the key I think...
     
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    Dude I understand how you feel because I used to have hocd really bad when I was in 9th grade it caused me to masterbate to gay porn twice now with the transgendered person porn thing I masterbated to futa with is somewhat the hentai equivalent but I wasn't actually attracted to the futa I was attracted to the girl getting rammed it may be the same in your case
     
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    But yea hocd is a bitch it makes you do things that you would never ever do
     
  17. kriss93

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    Yes...It's completely mess up your mind.... sometimes I feel I want to fuck all the transgendered people of the world with big asses in thong, and sometimes make me think that what if i will be a transgendered person and getting assfucked...HOCD is the devil itself I think...
     
  18. I think all that talk is a little too explicit if you ask me, mate ;)

    Calm down a little bit :D

    There's people here who are rebooting. Your text creates a lot of unwanted images. Just saying.
     
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    I agree lol
     
  20. Dizzy Lotus

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    Sorry, but what is transgendered person porn? I'm afraid I'll look it up if I don't know.
     

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