In the beginning i was determined, As time passed my will get stronger and stronger...and now i am just flowing with the streak. Also i was training very hard in the gym , taking cold showers, eating healthy, focused on work, enjoying the beautiful nature..etc etc...i was occupied.
If I could do it, everyone can do it, that's why I am still here - to show that it is possible and not a fairy tale to get free from PMO completely. And not only that but even if you are young and single (like me). Also an extra tip: Anger is due to arrogance (well sometimes could be due to chemistry imbalance). The fact that you want things to go your way. You have to work on patience and humility. Accept that you are not G-d in this world.
Day 1173, there's only struggles when im feeling low, if you feeling good you have no issues so keep going
Yup. I learned that there are times when I need to do some activities with other people. I am arrogant. I'm a narcissist. I'll be careful with my ego. I sometimes felt unstoppable. But I won't let my arrogance get the best of me. Maybe you have flatlines, which come and disappear.
This is sad. I think you should start asking this question: "Why life doesn't feel enjoyable?" After that, your mind will answer. The answer will be in a form of an abstract images. Maybe there's a sound. Maybe it's a mixture of both. You only need to listen to your mind.
The problem is when you know the reasons but you simply can't change those things, you can only accept them and get over it