Glad I found you guys

Hey guys. Don't know where to start. I've only ever shared the generals of my porn addiction with one other person. Never in detail. I've been looking at porn for so long I can't remember when it began. I believe I was 12 or 13. I began viewing porn in public libraries ( they use to have filter screens) so the person next to you couldn't see. I began selecting the computer at the end of the row and the row In which your back was against the wall. I even would print pornographic images from their printers. I've never admitted it really to anyone, but I am an addict. I'm now in the middle of my 20s and it's only been a few hours since my last session. Before that I went for 5 days without viewing porn of self masterbating. When I was 18 I went a few months without porn due to extraneous circumstances in which it was made very hard to view such material. I try to tell myself I'm not hurting anyone but myself but it's not true. It affects the way I treat family ( I seem to be rude and short if I'm trying to view and or just viewed it) by taking my aggression out on them. It's also affected those I've been In relations with. I can go periods of time without, but I seem to always come back. I'm hoping to be able to share feelings, experience, frustrations , success with the guys on this site. Things I would not be comfortable sharing with men in real life. I could write a book on things I've attempted, triggers, books. But the thing is, I've always done thing on my own. So here is to victory! ( I've already blown NoFap 2014, along with 13,12,11 etc. u get the picture) but now as in right now, is a perfect place to start.