Day 15 done. Yesterday I was tempted so badly to relapse just for one image of a woman exercising that pop out of nowhere while I was searching for open water swimming. I thought about going that path for like about 1 minute, but I was able some how to wake up and leave my phone out of the bedroom and go to be. I think is the first time in I while that I was so tempted and I was able to refuse to fall. Let's keep searching for freedom
Day 3 successful Summary: kind of boring day, not much productive from academic perspective, woke up at7:15, didn't meditated, studied for around 1 and half hour, had lunch and the laziness started, tried to sleep but couln't, hadn't had any urges, watched youtube for around 2hrs and for another 2hrs at night, hadn't do any physical exercises. But overall I am happy that i am on the right path, need to work hard to achieve sth meaningful in life....stay high buddies....meet you tomm...bye