What is the aspect of the addiction that you hate the most?

Similar to your point, it's to not see myself beyond a sex object that just responds to the stimuli, as if I'm a "sex machine" which is of course "cool" in popular usage because it implies stamina, but in this context of course I mean mindless automaton.

 

That being addicted can suffocate all of your different desires or life goals and reduce the entire spectrum of your libido to the acquisition of the object of your addiction as the prime motivator. It's really quite tragic, because it blocks your progress in every other aspect of life, which then comes to a screeching halt.

 

I hate what the addiction makes me feel after I relapsed. It makes me feel like shit similar to a heroin addict when I bust a nut back to back. Being on NoFap just feels so damn good that losing sperm throws off my equilibrium and makes me feeling unwanted by the opposite sex. For me sex is a big motivation so when I'm not performing at my best I feel like I'm not approaching my goals to have a good relationship. I haven't had a relationship in years due to my addiction

 

I feel like a slave made blind tied to a stone where i can't move stuck in the middle of nowhere longing for freedom.. fck pmo and its addiction i wish i could go back to age 14 and not start pmo and live my life. whoever made makes or will make porn will never prosper and will suffer someday too like we are suffering nothing comes good outta it