Everything was going great, I was on a awsm 42 day streak in the very first attempt when it finally ended with a wet dream followed by me watching hardcore porn and jerking off - http://nofap.com/forum/index.php?posts/283830/ Since then i've relapsed 8 times and have gone back to old ways.(watching bdsm porn, jerking off 3 times a day and so on). I have stopped going to the gym and meditation experiences have become distorted.All in all i'm in a mess and need to get out of it ASAP. Guys I could really do with some help ryt now. This is an SOS call to any1 whoz gone through a similar experience or who can help me get back on track. PLEASE HELP ME GET OUT OF THIS MESS!! PEACE AND LIGHT
Welcome. I'm glad you are here. Coming here was a good decision. I've been there, many times. Who knows, I may be again, if I am not careful. The progress you made isn't gone, it's still there. You can get back on track. And, importantly, you can learn from your setback. Try to analyze what happened.
Also, don't panic. A lot of times, when I failed, I would have really dark moods. They pass. Keep reading others' stories, and learn from them. You can outsmart your addiction!
