Checking in, day 150 complete! I wish I had mastered that in real life, but at least as far as PMO goes, I'm doing better than a few years ago. Thank you, my fellow Fapstronauts, and thank you God for leading me here. This is the way!
I've just relapsed. I was on 153 days. Time to begin again. This means starting the counter from scratch, but not in terms of progress. My brain is streaks ahead (see what I did there?) of where it was a couple of years ago, in terms of its rewiring, letting those PMO pathways dissipate and be overwritten by more admirable things. Finally, brothers and sisters, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable—if anything is excellent or praiseworthy—think about such things. -Philippians 4:8 NIV Sorry man. That sucks :-( As you see, I've just relapsed myself. I'm about to join the 3 day challenge if you'd like to join me? https://forum.nofap.com/index.php?threads/3-challenge-the-three-days-challenge.173158/page-341
@EndPornLiveLife what happened? What was your trigger? Random checkin at 88 days, looking forward to day 90 and beyond. My daily tasks cloud my goal following, but good thing i have them written and i notice that i miss them. I had a walk in the park with a woman from tinder, nice talk about random things. Nothing really binding. We will see what happens there.
Checking in. Sounds good @Sc8r51o1n What happened - It's been leading up to this for a little while, letting my routine slip in a bunch of areas which has had a big effect in my mood, sleep, strategies... Also in the last week, several times I found myself "testing" my blockers to add the few URLs that make it through to my blocker. It's really, really dangerous - a silly thing to do, and I knew this - it caused lots of relapses when I first set up the blockers around 8 months ago. I've written about it a fair bit in another thread (Space Marine January). Occasionally I see things, even if it's just for a second, which is dangerous. I think more than that, it's all the text search results as I'm smashing through them opening in background tabs to see what actually loads (vs being blocked) - it fills my mind with all those thoughts and on some of the search engines I can't seem to turn off the thumbail images. So, the obvious thing is that I shouldn't use them...or really, do any of this. In a nutshell - that's what led to it. "Testing" my blockers to bolster them - which was really a subconscious excuse to injest some of that text which I knew would excite me, which eventually led me to engage with the curiosity, and...yeah. Welcome to the challenge @Aswin palathingal Cool, see you in the 3 day
Day 80 personal day 90 I was looking forward to this day. I dont feel much of a difference, but still an achievement. Had a walk in the park with a woman from tinder, nothing special. Right now working hard in my company. Stay strong everyone. Join our discord https://discord.gg/hzsrj4n4XG for 15 people discussion and support group.
I'm taking a one month challenge.. I'll be back by around feb 21.. I need get lose this addiction...aaahhhhh
I relapsed last Saturday like I have never done before..Lost all self control...I was were i started.. Relapsed today too.. Is there someway to send daily reminders or something..??!Or some positivity quotes of nofap??? Just Starting day 1 (26/1/21)
Checking in. Check out the mobile app MDF (Man Don't Fap). It has daily quotes, a counter, and will give a daily notification. I also use a counter app to display my count in a widget on one of my mobile screens - Time Until, although there are plenty of others. This is useful just to see and be reminded of what I'm doing, and to keep track of multiple challenges (e.g. I do 3 day and then start from zero in the 7 day, so I want to see my Total Days and my count in the current challenge).
Day 97. Reset. I did M. To text, not to P. I had bad sleep, i was bored, i had tough decision to make. Went into the slippy road of some P substitute and then into stories. And then I had an O. My bad.