This is the end of day 10, and despite some strong urges and difficult moments I made it through today. I am happy I did, and it motivates me to go on. On to the next day.
32 days done...meditated, working two shifts today, took the dog for a walk between shifts, redirecting the mind when it gets hijacked by lust...it’s good to embrace the darkness and pain, but I need to make sure to do with as light a heart as possible, so I’m consciously thinking thoughts of happiness, goodwill, appreciation from time to time...doesn’t cure everything, but it helps...keep going, don’t give up...one more day
Day 13/90 The previous night went well- I feel pretty good. A little tired, but I'm still plugging away
Day 4/90! Thankful for each day. Had a good day yesterday. Had some relapse type thoughts. But doing okay now.
Thank you I like the idea of doing things that aren't within the realm of your comfort zone, will start implementing this into my own life.
Day 27! Today started off a bit on the dark side for me, I told a girl I had been talking to for quite some time that I liked her a lot and saw a future with her and her response was basically that she did not feel the same way. At first hearing these words stung to the core pretty bad and bothered me tremendously but then I realized that life doesn't pan out the way you would like it to sometimes but you must keep it pushing regardless, you see it isn't about what happens to you it's about what you do about what happens to you. So I take this as motivation to continue to work on myself and stay on my purpose and hopefully somewhere down the line, in the midst of me pursuing my purpose, a girl comes a long. Stay strong my friends!
Relapsed Day 0, 14 January 2021 Day 1, 15 January 2021 Day 1 No Caffeine, Cacao, Sugar, black tea, Pepper, Onion