Day 42 over with. Flatlining still, odd after my surge in libido a couple of weeks ago. Oh well... push on. I actually saw an advert for P on a website a couple of days ago and felt 0% compulsion to click through to it, nor any arousal from it. Good signs hopefully, or maybe just because I've totally lost my libido ha. See you soon.
Ok... Setback of sorts. I ended up MO'ing yesterday (without P)... Have no idea why, I woke up at 4-5am still half asleep, knocked one out then couldn't get back to sleep because I was that annoyed. Wtf Johnny?! I'm not classing this as a full relapse because my focus is ridding my life of P and controlling M eventually so it's occasional and not daily and whilst this will no doubt slow progress (I had thoughts of P scenes when fapping) I'm going to have two timers/clocks now, one for P free and one for fapping. NO EXCUSES to fap though until I have gone 90 days NoFap, and I suppose I will be at 133 days no P by that point. No P - 44 days NoFap - 1
