Hi, i am new to this forum. I'm writing this to introduce myself and to ask for something. I discovered nofap a few days after i had decided to quit PMO/MO. I remember myself as 15 years old kid and that time my libido was at extreme level and my friend was rock hard when i just thought about a girl. But now i'm 22 years old guy and I stay into this shit since I was 14 or 15... I dont really know when it started exactly. I am a normal guy, i study on university and never had problems with girls. But... I watched an ocean of porn, but that's not the thing which destroyed me totally (but it has a big share in that process). About 4-5 years ago I started the middle shool and then i found out that i have foot fetish (or more precisely - ankle fetish). Girls at shool wear short ankle socks and shoes as converse sneakers and that made me horny instantly. I know how strange it is...dont judge me... I started doing "research sessions" on Instagram. As you can imagine there are thousands of photos of girls barefoot or in socks, even the girls i know from shool. I started masturbating 1-3 times a day and storing hundreds of photos. Masturbation took me a lot of hours a week. Step by step, morning wood disappeared. I watched porn and Instagram for long hours, couldnt stay focused on anything else. My evaryday hores are always interrupted by instagram-MO. Now even when i masturbate - my errection is 70% of that it could be. When it comes to sex, i cant stay hard to put a condom or I get soft after putting it on. So hello there, i stay here with my mind destroyed with porn and instagram. By today(7.12.2020) i am at the day 13 of nofap. I deleted my spare browser used for instagram. On the day 7 i started looking for photos on Facebook and started jerking...i found a few naked foot girls but deleted them. I stopped jerking before i cum and also deleted Facebook... I'm frightened that i will never get strong errection with a girl anymore. I stay 13 days clear (ehh..not so purely clear) by today. Im motivated to quit this shit. I beg you to tell me if there is a possibility that my penis will be strong some day... I dream about things get back normal and to feel like a man again... Will the errection go back or am I destroyed totally? Sorry for this long text but i had to tell it to somebody. And sorry for my language. English is not my native... Please dont judge me. I'm human wreckage and need help...
