So, let me tel you my story. Im 17 years old, 1,5 years ago i started having HOCD, i could fight it off and while it was super annoying it did not harm me much. The july that passed a discord friend of mine sented me some trap hentai (i started fapping to hentai from my 14s and i liked it a lot, normal hentai that is). That day that i saw the trap hentai i started feeling something weird on my dick, but after that i did not see anything alike till the 1st of September, sooo in the 1st of September i was returning from countryside and i was in the car, my parents where driving. While we were heading back, i started getting intense thoughts about futanari and trap hentai alike, what happened that day i cannot forget it, my dick started literally burning and i was extremely horny, that never happened before and it hasnt ever happened again. Since then i would occasionally get this kind of hentai thoughts but they are always really frustrating. When i get the thoughts (now they happen more often) i get horny but not always because i have tried myself many times and it hasnt moved a bit and others it gets up and its hard as steel in seconds. When i get horny either ill hold myself till it leaves (but if that happens it usually just keeps torturing me) or i give in, when i give in, i cum and it feels good but after that every time i get extremely frustrated. The thing is i dont want it, it might feel good but I. DONT. WANT. ANYTHING. TO. DO. WITH. IT. I want to get rid of it and become like i always was. I still am fapping to normal things and mostly to normal things at that. You guys think that if i start NoFap will get rid of it? Or its something i wont be able to get rid of ever? Do you know of another way i could fight it off? I honestly dont want to become somebody that likes traps and futas(chicks with dicks)
That seems like textbook escalation to me. Just a like a drug addiction, you need more hardcore doses to get "high." From this link https://www.yourbrainonporn.com/rebooting-porn-use-faqs/is-my-fetish-porn-induced/ Compulsive porn users often describe escalation in their porn use that takes the form of greater time viewing or seeking out new genres of porn. New genres that induce shock, surprise, violation of expectations or even anxiety can function to increase sexual arousal, and in porn users whose response to stimuli is growing blunted due to overuse, this phenomenon is extremely common.
You can definitely be saved. The standard advice is to stop fapping to porn, even so-called normal porn.
And remember, don't look at porn without fapping either. Just don't look at porn at all (or other stuff you find arousing that isn't technically porn)
What do you think about Buddha's teachings? He taught a lot of techniques to tame one's mind. I think it can help Recite this mantra once a day, early morning is recommended. It is a effective desire crusher. But you must stop all PMO forever. .. To learn how to pronounce, try this slower tempo video Keep the early morningc mantra reciting daily. At least 90 days.
My friend, I think you will be fine, keep watching whatever you like, but what is most important is that you find a girlfriend and start exploring together some sexual options. I'm sure everything will be ok! I think your problem is the lack of options, really. Of course, from a certain age, everyone feels the need to express their sexuality and fulfill their sexual desires. Some manage to do it earlier, some later. Believe me, you can watch naruto hentai daily, or you can start watching another kind of porn, but the best way of getting out of it it's to start to have normal relationships with real people.
Having sex does not solve addiction issues. Just like having friends or a job won't solve alcoholism.