[365-CHALLENGE] THE THREE HUNDRED AND SIXTY FIVE DAYS CHALLENGE !

Yes, that is a fair question. I am not proud of the explanation, but the answer is that I was separated (physically, I visited my parents in germany for a couple of weeks) from my gf for a couple of weeks. I got used to sleeping with her when my urges were very high, but not being able to do that for a long time was a key factor for my relapse. I shouldn't depend on her, and I know I managed to stay sober for a long time before I met her, so I am a bit disappointed with myself. Despite my disappointment, I'll stay on this challenge once again and will hopefully grow up and stop making excuses. Thanks for asking!

 

3/365

 

Day 7/365

 

13 days completed.

 

Day 28
Going well.

 

XIX. Yesterday I had some very very tough urges. It's killing me, all this. I resisted and the day ended happily and I slept well, but I won't be safe before maybe day 30.

 

Day 6/365

 

Gave in last night. Quitting 365 going back to building from a 3-day challenge, finding it difficult at the moment. I have noticed though that Fap is directly linked to my anxiety levels. Which i never knew, NoFap, far less anxiety.

 

4/365

 

Hey, guys I know I was gone for a while. I got in a deep root of relapsing pretty much every day.
Thankfully, I have people in my life I can go to and confess which really has helped me a lot.
Anyways, keep strong, fight the good fight. Were all struggling. I don't want to go back and make excuses anymore.
Technically I'm on day 7 but here I'm on day 0 so that's where I'll start.

 

Day 8/365

 

14 days completed.

 

Day 7/365

 

Great to have you back, brother! You'll rise up.

 

Finishing day 29 soon and I feel proud of myself .
Keep going!!

 

XX.

 

Day 9/365

 

107 days

 

15 days completed.

 

Day 2/365!

Real objective: 2/INFINITE.