I had been on a 27 day streak.On the 28th day i came across some explicit content in the newspaper,kept thinking about it for hours,finally I chose the wrong step and switched to porn and bad things things happened in no time......... I really regret what i did... Was it really necessary....i had controlled myself for like 27 days and i just gave up on myself,then i decided to again start over...and today i again ended up on porn again.... It's not only about Me, everyone here has or will face it some or the other day... We need to really think over it...Are we ready to give up our dreams for 5 seconds of pleasure and days of regret and sadness.... We have to be Strong..people think Pornstars are happiest people in the world,No they are not...they are just treated as Sex objects for our pleasure..they are exploited for our demands.. Do we really need it?? No... So be Strong... LIVE STRONG!!
Do not feel sorry for yourself! Learn from your mistakes and move forward! 27 days is a huge accomplishment! Learn from it and don't dwell! You're doing great! Controlling those trigger moments are the hardest part! But they can be managed with setting good habits! Stay focused!
I completely agree with what was mentioned. It is very easy to binge after a relapse. I have had a hard time redoing my best streak as well. Just don't feel sorry for yourself. No reason to be ashamed. Everyone else relapses. Just pick yourself up from where you left off. Otherwise if you binge you lose all of your progress and make it harder for yourself. 27 days is a hell of a time to go, and you can't control what people write in the paper. Simple honest relapse that you didn't intentionally seek. Keep up the awesome work bro!