Okay so here is my story short. I was masturbating past 3 years prone (that means belly down in the bed. I could feel sexual drive, and being horny all day everything was fine, but one day I masturbated different way because it felt somehow better, I pushed my erected penis with both hands down and forced it to get down and pushed it this way too much and I ejaculated but I felt absolutly nothing, I was shocked what happened. I immadietely tried to get horny again but i couldnt, my dick WAS DEAD. I couldnt get horny, I couldnt get it up, nothing, it was just dead and it was longer than usual, I thought I disconnected the nerves or the muscles from it. I got into urologist and he quick checked and told me there is nothing wrong go check sexuologist - he didnt know what I did so he thouthg its realted to psychical problems. Its been already 5 months since then, I regained ability to get erected after 1 month.. IM masturbating normal day, im putting heated socks on it, but nothing works. My problem is : I cant get erected and horny just by looking at porn, I can get erected when I touch it and force to masturbate, but it doesnt feel good, there is no urge to ejaculate. When I orgasm, its like hot water going thru the penis, no any kind of orgasm, no nothing, just ejaculation without any good feelings, I only get like 2% of the good feeling when I ejaculate. Its so WEAK. Im so afraid that this will last forever.. I cannot even think about having sex with someone because im afraid I wont be horny.. Can someone tell me what did I damaged, did I torn ligament or some nerves or something, what should I do to fast the healing process.. I once had orgasms like 8 seconds of pleasure and now I just feel warm ejaculation going thru my penis and thats it nothing else. Somebody help.
I dont wish that to anybody, I can see a naked girl and I wont get any horny tension or anything, I damaged the nerves or something because I could not get horny. I even tried maca, tribulus terretris, nothing makes me horny, I cant feel the urge to fuck somebody. I still can get erection but it feels like it just stays rock hard, but no other pleasure or anything, not that drive. just dick without feeling
Prone masturbation is very harmful to the penis, which is not designed to withstand this amount of force and friction. Also, porn addiction can cause erectile dysfunction (ED). The solution will work, but requires patience and self-control. You must stop ALL sexual activity - mental and physical. That means NO masturbation (or edging). NO porn (or sexually stimulating material). No orgasm (except unintentional wet dreams). For how long? That varies, but you should begin now and expect to carry on for many months. It could be 6-12 months. It is a long treatment, but there are years of damage to repair. Most of the damage is not physical, but in your brain. This process is like rebooting factory settings.
Looks like you are stressing way too much over it. Sure, it's a problem but have seen so many people recovering from it. Yours look like a psychological problem, I suggest taking a break and when you try to fap make sure you are doing without any stress in your mind. Good luck!
give your brain time to heal. focus on other things in life. I ve you tried read, listen classical music or walk in the nature? life have more things than girls or women. don't stay obsessed with your penis (go to a doctor if you thing its something wrong in it). don't fap. stay safe.
