I'm not sure if im giving myself an excuse to see an escort or i was really about to collapse after 45 days of nofap. My journey started 45 days ago but two days ago I was on the edge to go and watch porn, but i thought the 45 days were a quite tough and i will be extremely stupid if i waste them. So i decided to see an escort instead, and i saw one. My question now what's your thoughts about my condition now? Should I carry to 90 days or start again from zero?
Do you feel like you relapsed? I personally would probably continue, but you should use the chance to set precautions to now not relapse to porn again.