Day 0, I am super motivated now that I have chalked out activities to keep me busy and identified trigger points and also I have successfully defended against one trigger today after I relapsed, on my way to becoming a superhero!
Unfortunately I relapsed yesterday..... Day 3 seems to be a critical one, where I mostly fail. Day 1/3
Unable to cross even day 1 inspite of planning what to do. I am feeling very demotivated and unhappy. This lockdown has also aggravated the situation. Moreover, I am not a working professional to have any serious work to do, my college is closed. I know one thing damn sure that if I conquer this PMO I can be the best version of myself in all walks of life. This PMO has killed my will power, I dont feel I can achieve anything like this. I dont know why I always fall. Another day of my life is gone waste.
Day 0, first challenge attempt! I already know how hard its gonna be considering I almost didnt want to join despite having every reason to.