Day 3 went well. Talking to my girl again which is a relief. Not 100% back, but baby steps. Feeling some temptation as I head to bed, and maybe some discomfort which I would before claim to be the need to O. But gonna ignore it and see how I feel in the morning. Wish me luck!
I relapsed yesterday and today. The stress of work is getting to me. I try to make things right yet they are always wrong. Kind of like me and my recovery.
Day one complete. I'm back to the start of the mountain but I won't stay here. I'll fall a thousand times but get back up and start climbing again. This won't beat me cause I will keep at it till I succeed.
It’s been a minute since I posted. Truthfully was a little ashamed but really needed your guy’s support so back here. Been over a week now and my urges are driving me crazy. Sad part is depression is also kicking in. I’ll keep pushing forward with you guys by my side. Let’s keep fighting the good fight together
I am starting day 3 Glad that most of you have checked in! It's ok man. Try to know what triggers you and avoid it. Also fill your routine with something good. And read Yourbrainonporn.com articles to become aware of this addiction!
I'm starting day 19. Fresh start for me, I feel so motivated, I hope it'll be a productive day. Be blessed!
Day nine. I will never ejaculate again, except upon special, once upon every three month occasions at the most.
Hello. Day 6 behind me and feeling pretty good. My partner and I had sex last night with no PIED problems which was great for my confidence. Butttt I know this is the danger zone where I get cocky and often slide back into PMO, thinking 'yeah there's no ED problems, I'll be fine'. Gotta stay strong though, that'd been my undoing in the past. Hoping writing this out gives me some ammo to fight it.