Hello all, first time here and just wanted to introduce myself

Hello guys so im Billy, ive been struggling with Faping for some time and i go every other day with fapping. I need to quit, ive never had a gf nor been with another girl, i want to change my life and give some meaning to it. i feel like a slave to faping and i am ready to quit and i am going to try my best, i always go like 5 days and then i quit and go on a spree and then the cycle continues and the worst thing is i cant go to anybody about this without looking like a freak or laughed at but i am glad i found this forum. I want to quit so bad and i will, i will, this site has given me some motivation for the future. Thank you