Hey guys, my name's David, I'm 24 years old, and I've been struggling with porn addiction for 14 years. I have been emotionally numb for so long that I don't really know what it must be like to have a heathy mind. I've tried so many ways to quit to no avail but I am so beyond sick of this problem. I have control issues and trust issues and I just want to love, be loved, and most importantly, I want to have a close relationship with God. My addiction has put up a wall which separates myself from family, friends, and God. It's time to finally tear that wall down.
Welcome onboard David. It's not easy to tear the wall down but it has to be done. And you have to dig deep and stick to your decision now that you've taken the first steps. 14 years is a long time and it could have been a lot longer. The most important thing is that your facing the problem with positive action. Wishing you the best for your journey.