day 5! Easy going today, although I lost a job bidding yesterday, but simply too busy to think about porn, also feeling a bit limb... Maybe that's ok, since I remember from last time that there are ups and downs in one's libido during the beginning. I must admit, that i've never gotten further than 21 days.
Day 0/90 For past week i am not able to keep up by streak. I am relapsing after completing 1 day. I didn't do a binge. I don't know should i keep this up or just binge. I like to ask what is better doing it once and stop it right away or do a binge and cheat the streak.
Yesterday was one week. So today is day 8/90. Had urges all day yesterday, but was able to keep myself busy and avoided making any bad calls. Same deal today but I had class so it's mostly been fine so far. We'll see how it goes.
Day 27/90 No PM (ends April 8) Day 377 on this challenge Day 131 weight training (M, W, F) Day 34 No alcohol Day 24 No desserts Day 27 No caffeinated coffee - watched a Netflix horror movie last night with my wife and son which had some rape scenes with nudity that I wasn't suspecting - felt triggered afterwards but holding on though ... :-i
20 days. Had some massive urges yesterday, but made it through. It's the second time I reach 20 days (higher streak is 21) and I know this is when It gets hard. Anyway, holding strong here, hope to make It to 90 days this time. May we all complete this challenge and live the life we want. Best of luck to y'all.
