it feels good to mo but, i have to think how much better it feels not to do it, all the energy will be restored, i will be more healthy, more focused on what matters, and i really want to go 100% not even 4 days then 8 days ect... because then i really will be focused on MO and recurring tiredness from it, and keep the negative patterns going, i think this is a key about going hard mode. its a once for all type thing. a real change, i need to change my mind set and move farward
and plus i did about 70 days in a row once, it was the best, the positives that came out of it, and i can not stress enough, when i did fail after 70 days, it did not even feel good to O, not even a little bit!!! so once i get going, the 90 days should be easier. i bet my life would turn around if i started today. i would be " a different person and in a different reality of living. 90 days seems a long time with out MO, but think of all the changes that could happen in that time
and also it seems like a waist of time, to do 4 days then 8 days ect... because your still falling back in that low energy ect... so this why i want to do 90 days strait away, starting now. will post again in a few weeks to give results
